1 00:00:35,110 --> 00:00:32,790 on september 26 2001 i turned four years 2 00:00:36,630 --> 00:00:35,120 old and had my life completely figured 3 00:00:38,709 --> 00:00:36,640 out 4 00:00:41,590 --> 00:00:38,719 i wanted to do a backflip not a front 5 00:00:42,869 --> 00:00:41,600 flip on the moon but in order to do that 6 00:00:45,750 --> 00:00:42,879 i would first have to become an 7 00:00:46,630 --> 00:00:45,760 astronaut that's step one of my seamless 8 00:00:49,190 --> 00:00:46,640 plan 9 00:00:52,310 --> 00:00:49,200 step two would then be to go to the moon 10 00:00:54,790 --> 00:00:52,320 and finally do my backflip 11 00:00:56,869 --> 00:00:54,800 step three finally is to rejoice and be 12 00:01:00,950 --> 00:00:56,879 glad and there you have it 13 00:01:04,950 --> 00:01:02,869 as a result of reaching for the stars 14 00:01:06,870 --> 00:01:04,960 and even jumping for the moon 15 00:01:08,950 --> 00:01:06,880 i've grown to question everything 16 00:01:12,550 --> 00:01:08,960 including myself and even the very 17 00:01:14,469 --> 00:01:12,560 foundation i stand on 18 00:01:16,710 --> 00:01:14,479 at times i wonder 19 00:01:18,950 --> 00:01:16,720 why did i want an escape from my home at 20 00:01:20,870 --> 00:01:18,960 such an early age 21 00:01:24,070 --> 00:01:20,880 and more importantly what was i trying 22 00:01:28,230 --> 00:01:26,469 at the early age of four i was already 23 00:01:29,270 --> 00:01:28,240 terrified of murder 24 00:01:31,990 --> 00:01:29,280 theft 25 00:01:34,469 --> 00:01:32,000 and destruction 26 00:01:36,469 --> 00:01:34,479 it was at this age that i unknowingly 27 00:01:38,830 --> 00:01:36,479 conceptualized the plan to get away from 28 00:01:41,830 --> 00:01:38,840 the only 29 00:01:44,149 --> 00:01:41,840 place i was willing to isolate myself if 30 00:01:45,670 --> 00:01:44,159 it meant detaching from the malevolent 31 00:01:48,550 --> 00:01:45,680 selfish nature 32 00:01:50,310 --> 00:01:48,560 of those who occupy the space around me 33 00:01:52,230 --> 00:01:50,320 but with more answers comes more 34 00:01:55,429 --> 00:01:52,240 questions 35 00:01:56,789 --> 00:01:55,439 why haven't we come together as one yet 36 00:02:00,069 --> 00:01:56,799 how do we still think of ourselves 37 00:02:02,230 --> 00:02:00,079 despite the desperate cries for help 38 00:02:04,230 --> 00:02:02,240 what will it take for humanity's chaotic 39 00:02:05,510 --> 00:02:04,240 cycle to end 40 00:02:09,029 --> 00:02:05,520 and who's to say that this won't all 41 00:02:10,469 --> 00:02:09,039 repeat in the future 42 00:02:12,070 --> 00:02:10,479 if we're all responsible for the 43 00:02:18,690 --> 00:02:12,080 destruction